I want to apologize in advance for the nature of this post. It’s kind of a rant, and I am usually a positive and drama free person, so please hang in there with me! I blame it on the hormones!
I want to start by saying, I am so blessed to still be pregnant. I am starting my 32nd week today and this one whole week passed where I had Wyatt (he was born at 31 weeks). So I am in no way complaining about being pregnant, or wishing I wasn’t.
The honest truth is, I just really miss my horse and I feel like I am having major withdrawals. I want to ride SOOOO bad!! I stopped riding about 10 weeks ago because I wanted to stay safe, and the risk just wasn’t worth it to me.
I keep catching myself day dreaming and night dreaming about adventures with Charm and things we’d do or would like to do. And then I get sad and ornery because I am obviously pregnant. This spring weather has been so fantastic and I just have the itch.
It also hasn’t helped that my schedule hasn’t allowed me to visit the barn as much as I’d like to. It’s been almost 3 weeks since I’ve spent time with Charm and that’s just too long (in my opinion).
So anyway, that’s all I really have to say. I miss my horse. I miss the smells. I miss the freedom I feel when I’m there.
And now back to our regularly scheduled programming…